Day 15

My cycle ended on the 5th and the pain for the abdominal cramps were excruciating. I started on clomide on the 3rd day onwards. Somehow having to down 4 pills at one go was a problem for me. At the same time, because the dosage was upped to 200g, I […]

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Day 2

Yesterday night became so excruciating. I did not have my Synflex @ home, there wasn’t any Panadol extra. I was going through it alone. It became so unbearable that I was curling up like a prawn and bawling my eyes out. I got dressed and walked slowly to the Esso […]

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Day 1 :/

Aunt Flo came to visit… *finally* Sucky start to the new year – cramps, PMS and other egoistical factors do not blend well together. Some people just don’t get it that PMS do exist and it’s not some form of payback, childish feelings or all-in-the-head kinda thing. You need to […]

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Day 5

Nothing much happened during for the last few days. Cept’ that today, I’m feeling quite bloated and starting to have some sort of stomach discomfort. :/ We’ll see how things goes as I’m taking the last set of pills tonight. Usually it’ll be a few days later before aunt flo […]

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Day 1 of Pills Fest

Was thinking on keeping an online tab of the pills taken and the side effects (if any) that I am having on this journey of mine. So here’s to Day 1 of Norethisterone and Metformin for today. I hope this time round something will happen. Kinda scary reading up on […]

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Pills Galore!

It’s been a while since I last went to make an appointment with Dr. J. All I know is that he is gonna increase my dosage of Clomiphene to 200g. That would be the highest dosage that I could go for the tablet form. So my concotion of pills would […]

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another one goes into the bin…

So it’s an i-told-you-so kinda feeling. I shouldn’t have put in any expectations at all. It came to a point where I don’t want et all. Kinda frustrating and disappointing when the other line does not even appear. It’s like, I wish that when I keep staring @ it, it’ll […]

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The one with the makcik urut

Updates: For the contact details, please refer to my latest entry. ————————————————————————————————————— A friend of mine recommended Cik Esah to me to try “sengkak” with her. I have never been a fan of this coz I think I did it once and it was paiiiinnnnfulll. I know I have a […]

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le sigh

So it’s confirm, I’m bloated coz I’m fat and have put on weight and not because of any other speculations. :/ Dr. J took blood tests and all, so yeah…. hhhmmmm… -_______- So I have to take another round of Norethisterone just to induce my cycle (degil nak mampos nyer […]

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Things that I have to Endure

I wasn’t at all looking forward to meeting Dr. J coz I know it’s not gonna be anything positive. So when we met him, I told him exactly what¬†happened. He told me that it was too soon to detect anything but the ovulation was a positive sign. So we will […]

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