Yesterday was bittersweet for me and the husband. It was the supposed EDD for the twins and at the same time, Dr. Suzanna has set the appointment for us to meet up with her and discuss where we should go from here. Today, we also received the reply from KKH prior to our dissatisfaction about the last reply letter from them. Both the husband and I are somewhat still not ok with the way they have explained things and I still feel that they could have worded their reply better and write it with a lil’ more empathy. Even if I were to continue probing, I don’t think it’ll do us any good. My word against theirs. -____-
Dr Suzanna was all smiles. She gave me a hug just as I entered and giving me a few options since my cycle was somewhat regular… Too irregular for me coz from not coming at all to now errrrr…. bi weekly! She knew that the next appointment that we have was with Dr. Sadhana and told us to try and then come back again. She did point out that no matter what, I’d still have to go back to the same ward. When both of us heard this, the husband looked at me and he knew that I did not want to go back there again. It was really an unfortunate incident that I had to experience those things but I’m hope that it was a one off thing and hopefully it won’t happen to anyone else. But with a heavy heart, I may look elsewhere if I do get pregnant again. It was really traumatizing plus I think if I were to see the 2 nurses again, I’d blast at them. -____-
We met Dr. Sadhana shortly after. She asked me about my cycle and mentioned that it was too often and that I wasn’t ovulating properly for conception. She decided to ask me to try naturally 1st before we consider the Frozen Embryo Transfer (FET). Even if we decide to go through FET, she advised us against putting in 2 embroys coz of my weak cervix.
So we’ll see then what happens. I’m excited but at the same time worried if it’s going to be a repeat scenario. 🙁