Ok Let’s Rant (Puregon – Day 7)

It was off to Dr. J during my lunch break. I did not get my morning jab today so all was well. Not having to wake up extra early (but heck, I was still slightly late for work). Dr. J scanned my insides.

Uterus Lining: 7 mm (not good enuff) – I need a freaking 10mm or more for it to be cushy enuff for my eggs and his sperms to have fun!
Left Ovary Egg Size: 7.3 – 7.5 mm
Right Ovary Egg Size: 8.3 – 8.5 mm

And the eggs… bleargh! I need a blardy 18 mm in order to proceed with the IUI. Notice the frustrations! The biggest I had in the past was only 10 mm. How to even grow to 18! A part of me was angry at my body and myself and a part of me was wanting to give up… “Whatever lah kan! If it happens it happens!” But I know if I don’t try it won’t magically happen. It’s not as if I can Order-A-Baby-Online! -____-

Dr. J put me on another set of 50 units dosage daily till I meet him on the 11th. Since this morning there wasn’t any, I had to do it there at the hospital so I guess right now it’s the hormones and the meds kicking in and doing the typing…

Sigh!