Al-fateha…

I remembered how she would always be around whenever things go wrong or how me and the fiance would be have our differences throughout the almost 7 years together. She was always there to give me advises on anything and everything. Though she is blind and could not see how I look like, she would make the effort to touch my face and my stummy area to tell me that I “never” gain weight, or why I would cut my hair short, knowing she likes me in long hair. How she will always make it a point to make me feel comfortable at her home knowing that Nan like to tease and make me feel ackward. I’d remember always making it a point to buy her baju kurung whenever I go KL and seeing the smile on her face when people compliment that the baju kurung is nice and suits her; or making it a point to buy her nice and funky slip-in flat sandals for her…

Nan’s mum passed away on our anniversary and I was there with his father and his brother @ NUH. It was heart wrenching to see her on life support and the doctors couldn’t do anything about it. Her systems had failed her due to blood contamination. Watching her heart rate drop every hour was unbearable till she passed away on 24.09.07 at 4.20am.

Allah loves her more and at least she doesn’t have to go through her illnesses and her sufferings which she has been going through for the past 13 years. Can’t help but to shed a tear while typing this entry… =(

37 comments

  1. 🙁 🙁 ur entry is not just full of word but filled with emotions…. n i sincerely feel for u.. God loves her more than us.. thus with her gg away der forever u n Nan cn b even more calm n noe tt she will kp a lukout for u both from afar n now tt she cn see u from above. salam takziah tini n esp to ur fiance's family.. my deepest condolences. ;,(

  2. Salam Takziah to Nan & Family…..yes, Allah loves her more & it's a wonderful thing that she had to pass on this special month. And I'm sure you're glad that she has known u even b4 u become her daughter-in-law *hugs tini*

  3. Inna lillahi wa inna ilayhi raji'un..my condolences to u n yr fiance's family.. it's hard to hv someone u care n dear so much gone esp wz dis upcoming joyous festival.. but Allah loves her more.. only al-fateha will accompany her departure.. *hugs*..take care..

  4. AL FATEHA..
    my sincerest condolences.. Hope u both remain strong and give utmost support to each other.. Definitely painful when a loved one leaves us.. take care and well wishes…