Angry

Life

I woke up in he wee morning feeling angry and crying. Angry for even thinking about the past, angry for making the Toyboy feel how he felt during the first few months’ of the relationship, angry for being fickle, angr for making myself feel this way, angr for letting the past making me feel this way, angry tat becoz of the past, I always make myself feel low, angry that becoz of the past, if I feel that I do something wrong and the Toyboy doesn’t tegur, I will question why he doesn’t tegur…. I just feel angry about myself in the past.

I feel like taking all the things of the past and just burning them down…
I feel that I wanna change my number again…
I feel that I wanna severe all ties wit the past…
I just feel angry @ the moment…

20 comments

  1. the past is the past but the Future's in ur hands .. remember?
    take care dear .. *hugs*
    call me if u need to let it out .. 🙂

  9. i noe a thing or 2 about letting go of the past. sometimes you just gotta make a clean break. something like snipping off a dick you know.

    kekekekekekekkekekekee…

  12. my dearest fren, its ok to be angry. what you are feeling right now doesnt need any abundance of words to describe it. so, we all acknowledge that anger of yours..

    so whatever it takes now..

    till…. you reach the next stage..

    ..