I need to fall back on this site. I have spent so much time of my life here. I have always like to pen down my thoughts in a journal and then when multiply started and to blog and then my own site. It just gives me an avenue to let out. Whether people read it or not, that’s secondary.

I hope this post won’t cause people to judge me; but then again people always do. You know when you have gone through a major event in your life and then parenthood, motherhood and then everything else in life – you are bound to have some sort of burnt out. I don’t know about you but I did and I still do at times. I feel the need to keep on moving – doing things by keeping myself busy, occupied and somehow it just keeps me sane but at the same time, burnt out!

I feel the need to shut down and just disappear for a while but I know I can’t coz I have this huge sense of respondsibility for everything else.

I turn to HIM for now and that pulls me down firm to the ground and keeps me rooted and back to reality.

Wish me luck!