Somehow this year, the raya mood has yet to sink in or will it ever sink it at all. I have not done any kuihs, cleaned up the house and what-nots that you’d be doing in preparation to the festive season. Does that make me less of a woman? Heck I noticed that I haven’t even been posting any food pictures during this fasting month. I just want to curl under the duvet and just shut out myself. Bleargh! We’ll see how things goes..

Though I may not be consistent, I am thankful that I am able to fast and perform the necessary solats and terawihs to the best of my ability. It’s feels good to turn to HIM and just be thankful and complain & let out about stuffs. I do much of those lately. Whining to people doesn’t get me anywhere. Prolly the whole yearning-for-a-baby project has taken it’s toll on me, mentally and emotionally. I notice that I tend to just shut out from people. Has come to a point where I feel that I should just take the back seat this time. I think I can come off as being too outspoken as well to some people. Well I guess it could also be just me and my take on the current state of my life for now.

20 days into the Glucorein and no effect yet on Aunt Flo. Must admit that I do feel good physically. Weight wise, I did drop 2kg but then again, Iguess it could be because of the fasting month. They did mention that it’ll take at least 2 months to show any results. Still early I guess. So we’ll just see how things goes. Selamat berpuasa to those reading my humble site. 🙂