After last week, I can finally breathe again and have some time on my own. I’m able to go for  a few yoga classes and just have a lil’ me time admist the hectic schedule that Lola had. After this week, I had to turn down some request for dessert tables and baking orders coz I wanted to just have a little bit rest time before April comes.

So we finally went to KKH to register for the IVF procedures end last month. So they made us sign some forms and took some blood tests (again) for checks for both the husb and myself. Initially it was all scheduled for March but looking at Lola’s schedule, I wouldn’t want to take any risks and the husband screaming @ me for not sleeping and having to go through the procedures. So I requested for one more cycle of meds to induce my cycle for April. So the next step right now is just the waiting game. This cycle has ended and I’m just hoping that a miracle happens and that I do not have to go through IVF at all. >______<

Looking at the schedule they gave, once the 1st day starts in April, it’s all check-ups, probes, scans, self-jabs and then 2 weeks after all that, IF the eggs are growing to the desired size that they’d find suitable, THEN it’ll be the extraction and then the waiting game of positive or negative. So with PCOS, it’s just that much harder for me. I’m reminded of the failed IUI attempt that we had to go through last year. Despite increasing the dosage, the eggs are still not growing to the desired size that is good enough for IUI. So I’m just afraid that this will be the same scenario altogether.

So seriously, I am hoping and praying that a miracle happens between now till April.