Things that I have to Endure

I wasn’t at all looking forward to meeting Dr. J coz I know it’s not gonna be anything positive. So when we met him, I told him exactly what happened. He told me that it was too soon to detect anything but the ovulation was a positive sign. So we will have to come back next week for another test… =( Sigh, the things that I have to go through.

I remembered 2 very distinct occasions where I tell myself that I do not want to go through again. One was the scraping of my uterus lining to check if I had any cancer coz I was bleeding non-stop for 2 weeks. Also known as curettage. I tell you… after that I literally knelt down in front of my mum who accompanied me, cried and escorted to the toilet and vomited. The pain was excruciating. Felt as if u are being skinned alive… 🙁


Image Source: Aurora Health Care

The other ordeal was to check if my Fallopian tubes were blocked. They had to insert a thin tube in to my vagina and uterus and release a dye to see if it flows through smoothly. the procedure is also know as hysterosalpingogram (HSG). Also done when I am wide awake… 🙁


Image Source: MoonDragon’s ObGyn Womens Health Information

I hope that I won’t have to go through any other stuffs as awful as those above. But then again if I have to opt for IVF, then it’s self inflicted needle pokes for me… :S

2 comments

    1. Hi Nurul,

      It was for me. When they inserted the tube in, it was still ok but as they pushed it in and moved it around to release the day, I broke out in cold sweats after that. Did not like the feeling. But I do have some friends who went through it and they mentioned that it was bearable for them.

      Hope everything works out fine for you. *virtual hugs*