It’s has been only 2 weeks since they left us and it has been a whirlwind of emotions going on. Today, after 2 weeks, the boobs starts to lactate. I just didn’t know what to do, I was lost… and I just started to break down. Started googling and they […]
Memories of My Twins
Whenever I plug in my Spotify these days and listen to the surah Yaseen that I had playing on the 3 nights that I was admitted in KKH, I couldn’t help but to start crying and recall everything. I went through a normal delivery that early Friday morning and gave […]
How Does One Cope with Such a Loss…
So many things happenned just after the last post. Am not ready yet to go into details yet for now. I guess this is just my avenue of letting out for now. With so much guilt weighing on my shoulders and a lot of what could’ve, should’ve or would’ve been […]
Multiply That By Two!
Warning: This is gonna be a lengthy post. Finally after Raya, we have started to sit down and started planning the things to buy as well as what to do with the extra room. Initially one of the rooms, I used it mainly to store Lola’s logistics coz the store […]
Twins in their 5th Month
Finally the day came for the full scan. Both the husband and I were pretty excited coz hopefully by then we should be able to know the gender of the twins. Our appt was at 4pm on Tuesday and it went all the way till about 5-ish, twin B was […]
To Maid or Not to Maid?
I have never been a fan of having maids in the household. Nothing personal against them but after seeing a couple of friends and relative having troubles with their maids, the worry will always be there. If they are angry at you, disturbed about things back in their home country, […]
Of Merlions and Sorts in the 1st Trimester
Oh boy, what an experience it has been for me! We met our gynae for the first time, Dr. Suzanna Sulaiman. She was recommended by my gf, Tini, who had her twins in KKH as well. There were mixed reviews initially coz I heard from another gf that she is […]
Costs & Relevant Information for IVF in KKH
It’s been a while since my last update on IVF. Will explain further in a later post. So here’s my input for you ladies if you are wanting to try out IVF at KKH as inpired by Dyan. So here goes for mine after collating all my payments made. It’s […]
Grandma’s Pantangs (Taboos)
I do believe in some of the pantang larangs (taboos during pregnancy). Probably it’s my up-bringing and growing up with many many extended families. You see, my maternal grandpa is a cassanova… literally. Hahaha! I am fortunate to have grown up with many grandmas who dotes on me since I […]
IVF – Maybe Baby
The husband was albeit reluctant for me to post up any info on the site about the baby coz he’s the one who believes in the pantang of can’t tell anyone before 3 months is up coz he is just afraid that anything can happen within the crucial period. So […]